The Need To Be Selfish

People who know me will tell you I’m pretty generous and selfless majority of the time. And it’s starting to take a toll on me because I’m realizing people around me don’t care that I do so much for them.

Selfish may be a good thing

I hate feeling helpless. I fucking hate when I feel like I’m begging for something that I have gladly given to the other person many times over in the past. Yeah, I am sick of ungrateful people. I’m tired of being the giver majority of the time. It’s time for me to be selfish.

No, I mean the good selfish. Still giving but not to a point where there’s nothing left for me. If I know the other person won’t do something above and beyond for me, I’ll have to seriously think about stepping up for them.

no is a complete sentence

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Time to Indulge in Game Village Bingo – Here’s Why!

Game Village BingoI just got introduced to this site called Game Village Bingo and I am simply floored. I have been playing online bingo of and on for quiet sometime but none of the sites could offer me that extra tinge of uniqueness that I was looking for. But Game Village bingo changed all that and I loved what I found in there yesterday.

This is probably the only site which is themed around a village and they have pulled it off really well. Their games are named around the village theme and so are their bingo rooms. Their promotional offers have names like- Sea-Side Bingo, Village Fair and the like. Also their bingo offers are quiet uniquely named like Hotball Hour, Power Balls etc.

If you guys are wondering that whether it’s the extraordinary names and innovation that caught my attention then the answer is no. True the innovation and the thought behind the site did make me drool for a while but then I realised it’s not only show in here at Game Village Bingo. This is because this site offers some of the hugest free cash bonuses in the bingo bonuses. To begin with, I was stunned to receive a 400% bonus right away simply by depositing a mere £5! Then a 200% and 300% bonus with the second and third deposit simply by depositing a tenner which is the minimum required but you can even deposit more. But even after all of this Game Village bingo ended us providing me with free spins with each of the deposits. It’s quite something I say!

However, being the social and gregarious person that I am, I loved their bingo chat community, where along with playing the special chat games you can chat and meet new people. The best part being they are like-minded. Lastly, don’t forget to listen to their special bingo radio where you can listen into foot-tapping music unhindered 24/7. All these features at Game village Bingo left me awed and simply in love with the site, and am sure it would do the same to you, so folks play here and make the most of the coolest bingo site today!

Long Weekend

Finally, a much-deserved break. I started at my new job almost a month ago, and it already feels like I’ve been with the company for months now. No, I’m not complaining. :D I’m just saying I feel like I’m where I’m supposed to be in terms of my career in social media, and I feel so comfortable with my responsibilities, my team and my newfound friends. :) I’m still adjusting, but my new friends are making it enjoyable. :)

It’s like this job is the culmination of all that has happened to me in the past 5 years. Everything that I experienced, that I went through, led me to here. That’s why I always believe that things happen for a reason… you just have to be patient. ;)

My mind has been filled with work-related stuff the past few weeks, and it’s only tonight that I finally got to rest my brain and just relax.

I just got out of the shower – a 2-hour shower. Okay, I wasn’t really taking a bath the whole time :D but I did a few lady stuff that I haven’t had time to do because I was too busy with work, blogging, and spending time with family and friends. It’s like my brain doesn’t need to think now… so I’m just typing away as I write this blog.

I’m thinking of finishing my 30-day single woman challenge, which is now turning into the 30-month blogging challenge hahaha :D

Anyway, I’m off to playing Diablo 3. FINALLY!! :D *poof*

I’m Touched….

I don’t know what has gotten into me, but lately, I noticed that little things touch my heart enough that I end up crying. Though I’m glad I cry because these things warm my heart, I’m left wondering what happened in the last few years that led to this.

Just yesterday, at lunch, I couldn’t help but cry while my officemates and I were talking about dogs. I pictured our beloved dog Marcel and remembered everything he used to do around me. I miss him terribly. I haven’t seen him for the longest time, and he’s the only reason now that I’d want to go back home to Malabon (well, since our nanay visits us here at our new home in Makati every 2 weeks).

Whenever I read something sad or heartwarming in social media, especially on Humans of New York, I can’t help but tear up a little. I just feel like people would think I’m emotional, but to be honest, I’m not. I just get touched by small things easily. I’m guessing it’s because I sometimes feel hopeless that our world would ever be a better place. “Faith in humanity, restored” is probably what’s causing all these random outbursts. :D

I feel like I’m a nicer person now than before. I have more empathy towards others. That’s one of the good things about this whole crybaby thing. Or maybe I’ve become more of an emotional sponge now. Nevertheless, I know I need to keep this in check. But how can I when it’s actually a good thing to know that I’m not heartless after all?! :D