Miss ko na mahal koh

After being apart for almost 2 weeks, my partner, mahal ko, mai, will fly back to manila later. this is the second time we've been apart since we officially moved in together. and the 2 weeks felt like a year, really.

i miss her sooooooooo much. i really got used to her being around me all the time. at times, yes, we irritate each other, we have petty fights, but we've done our best to stay together no matter what.

i told her this will be the last time we'll be apart this long. i can't take it! i did a bunch of stuff just to not feel so lonely but they didn't really work. i tried avoiding speaking to her thru our mobile phones because i always cry after we talk. so i just text her so she won't feel how down i am over here.




i've mentioned here that we'll be moving permanently to cebu in a few weeks. she went there to prepare our room and to be with her dad, who is staying there for just a couple of weeks before heading back to the sea (seaman po sya).

we bought her ticket online, through cebupacificair.com. i immediately bought her a ticket after i saw how upset she was over the fact that her family will be shopping for a brand new PC without her. i did it without thinking it over first because i know i'm just gonna cry and i won't let her go. i don't wanna see her upset like that.

however, after i bought the ticket, after a few minutes, she had regrets over buying the ticket. i told her it's okay, she can bring some of our stuff to cebu already. we were trying to come up with reasons for her to feel that it's okay to go to cebu for a few days. well, she promised she'll only stay there for a week.

when she was in cebu already, she told me there's a change of plans, that she needs to stay there for a couple more days because of things that her mom needs to take care of. i cried and was pretty upset but i didn't let her know. i just told her it's okay but a 5-day extension would be the last of it. and so... she'll be back in a few hours.

damn, i miss her so much. it's raining hard here and that worries me. i'm praying she'll get here without too much hassle. i pray she won't get wet too much because of the heavy rain. i hope it stops later when she's on her way here. and i hope flood here will subside so she won't have difficulty taking a motorcycle to our place.

if only i can move the hands of time, she'll be here already. sheesh! I MISS HER PA RIN!

sana, 9pm na so she's already here... *sigh*